There are things I'll never understand, there are times I almost leave, pretend the life I had was just a dream, some days it truly kills me, it's getting harder to go through life, all the thoughts that haunt my head, all the ones that just leave me restless, just let me be, I'm so strung out, making everything worse than it needs to be, I'm always finding the downside of everything, I won't live in shame, can't live this way, and I'll be the first to say I know I'm going insane, I've been just getting by day by day, watching everything go, the things that I love come to a close, every day I'm awake it's the same thing, every wall is the same, it's the same place, I'm living the life that I had always feared, I've ruined the chances and the hopes that I held dear, but today things change, I've beaten myself up far to many times, I've let my life pass me by for too long, I let my life pass me by, I won't live in shame can't live this way, and I'll be the first to say I know I'm going insane, There are things I'll never understand, there are times I almost leave, pretend the life I had was just a dream, some days it truly kills me, it's getting harder to go through life, all the thoughts that haunt my head, all the ones that just leave me restless, I let my life pass me by