Myself (1996 - Peep) (2001 - Hell Of A Collection)
I have always been different I like to be, but every time they got something to say to me. One day I had to be, I made a different me, but got trouble next day I went school, you see. Two big fellows, which don't much about like in me, put me in to the games where I don't wanna be. In other words no one don't like me there. Sometimes I really care, I can't be myself.
Then one day I didn't meet the chosen one, I took a gun, party's just begun. Inside of me there still lives a part of me, it put me back to the Earth, where I belong to be. I get along well with this feeling in my mind, if I should say something, I would say nothing 'cause I'll kiss my only friend what I've got, ever had but still I can't ..I can't be myself.
I'm gonna the way I wanna be, nobody wanna talk with me, no.
Do I have to be or let my feelings free? Take a look at me, the way I wanna be. I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside, I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died. My life turned from that good to that very bad, there were only me, my pipe and those drugs I had. One day I just will be, I'm gonna be real me, I think I cannot be, I can't be myself!