We haven't talked in months Im debating if I should pick the phone up But whats really left to say If you're not listening
And every night I pray for rain To wash these memories away The love is gone but not the pain I have to remind myself
I played house I burnt out Watched what we built all fall to the ground
Im standing on my own and its going to take some time
To rebuild this mess Underneath this chest This muscles torn, a strain at best Yeah At least Im being honest with myself
I relate so well To concrete and these books on my shelf Buried and judged with no reason to ever open up again
I can't fake a smile when I feel dead With no heartbeat, A skeleton A ghost of a just a broken man
I have to remind myself
I played house I burnt out Watched what we built all fall to the ground
Im standing on my own and its going to take some time
To rebuild this mess Underneath this chest This muscles torn, a strain at best Yeah At least Im being honest with myself
I have to remind myself You're just a kid with no idea what love is I'm sorry but I'm being honest I admit I was wrong and selfish But you won't own up to your mistakes