I can't escape these walls i've build to keep you safe, to keep you in. If you will never see them, if you will never come. Nights alone have ruined me, I'm wrong again, i'm starved again Alone again, alone again, alone alone alone. I'm hearing you repeat the old, familiar phrase “I just can't cope” I say I feel it too but camaraderie in suffering. It feels speaking in tongues, maybe i'm lying if i'm still not close to you. Because after all this time I fall asleep just fine, maybe im meant to be alone if I can't pull these parts together... I've probably had enough time to sort this troubled mind to structure. So when you've had enough of being stuck with “given up” please don't apologise because i'll understand just fine. Another bad night we failed playing a losing game, we cannot create the same feelings, comfort is not love. But it is close enough. I feel alone again. It's setting in, I'm learning how to settle. Please don't give in. When you are close, I am gone. Because where I am I won't stay long. And I know it's hard. To wait for me when i'm afraid to let you near, but please don't give in, i'll clear my head one day. I'll have you freed of me. Won't always be so down. I will be closer to you
We are all scared. We are all stuck Dreaming of better days that will never come.
Let it go. Bring that smile back, Let it go. You know that we want you here. Please stop slacking out your days. Please stop saying we will be better off without you. We will always find new ways to let each other down. New ways to scare ourselves, so if this is what you hold onto I will protect it. We burn with friendly fire. Breath quick with anticipation. Our imaginations will crush us but it is so hard to impress you when you've built these walls so high. But I want in. Tear you open leave you breathless and longing. Show you that you are more than what you lack I keep reminding myself I didn't fall in love to fall apart. But I still believe in us. We can might this ship. If they don't put us away we will be legend.
Save me, Save me, Handcuff me to this bed, let me sweat through the sheets. Until the voices stop and the hum quietly says your name, until I find a better way to say that I love you. I want to know it doesn't hurt; just remember that I knew you then and I will always come back for you. I want to know it doesn't hurt you, I will come back for you. I will come back.