I am the one who lays awake at night I can't shut off my damn mind These nights I lay awake and restless This is the hell that I live in I am nothing I am worthless I am not worth your time A broken man I stand before you I stand alone
How many times will I try to make it? How many times will I have to fake it? This is my burden
I am a burden, not worth your time I am broken, don't try to fix me No one gives a shit about people like me I am alone in a world that hates me I don't belong here anymore Take me back to the time before everything went wrong Oh god, it went so wrong
There's an easy way and a hard way to get out of this And I honestly don't know which to choose anymore Everyday it's just so hard to get out of bed I used to preach for everyone to fight I used to tell everyone you can make it through no matter what How can I say that when I don't even know myself anymore I thought I was so much stronger than this I am so, so sorry But I guess, I guess this is goodbye
Somebody stop me please Before I do something I won't be here to regret Now, my life lay broken around me I didn't know what else to do Mother I'm so sorry But I will see you soon I will see you soon