My world is upside down I'm trying to be the real me Am I true or just a clown A weaving path before me lies A life of highs and lows What will it make of me? I really just don't know I look at the sunshine But I live for the night All the things I do to myself Am I wrong or am I right? Indecision has me, confusion a state of mind I hope someone can help I look, I feel, but I don't find What I really want What I really need I don't ask for to much I feel no greed I just want the best for you and thats all Well, I have been there and back Too mant times before But it always comes around, knocking on my door It scared me then, just like it scares me now Amid this danger and obsession What am I doing? What I realy want What I realy need I don't ask for to much I feel no greed I just want the best for you and that's all No more chances are left for me Oh no, you really just don't seem to see the need Too many lonely times I have crossed over the line of sensibility My coffee's hot and my bed is cold I was young but I've grown so old It scares me now Oh, I tell you that it scared me them I hope someone's gonna help I look and feel, where can I find it ? What I really want (really want) What I really need (really need) I said that I don't ask for to much I feel no greed Just give me the best of you I just want the best of you.