Im feelin' a lil shitty cuz i lost my best friend, giving up on me, taking a wrong turn down an evil dead end. And somehow its sadly funny, cuz im hoping the worst, so it feels like i helped the situation. stop stop stop stop stop and for once think about what the hell you're gonna really fucking do. and i don't want you any more cuz i feel awkward.and now theres no real connection. And i must have no real friends cuz i cant suck it up and tell them what the fuck really happened. I wanna have a night on the town, where theres a gathering mass. ending with a massacre. Oh God Im in this desolate room, Im hoping you'd die! to even things out. Oh God I've gone through this before, but my minds telling me not to let it go. Oh God this is all so wrong, i shouldnt have sewn myself to your fucking words. Oh God I feel like hell, you better clean up your act before i figure you out. Im sure i never made things clear, what i want, how i felt why i'd ever want to hang around you. Just twist off my cap and let me vent on out. I've got every right cuz you fucked me, left me tangled. confused by myself, but i wish you'd say that you hated me cuz right now i have no friends to save me