the demon inside me told me to kill him sublimely but the poison and pills did nothing but blind me so to you my best friend i guess this is the end i hope this helps you cuz you never fuckin helped me but i bleed and i bleed screaming for you to read that note in yer dresser but the blood may have made it messier i’m glad that i’m done, my final moments in the sun but it's just as dark to me as the demon inside of me
i’m dying away my bodies turned grey, and i hope i'm long gone by the end of the day but i’ve been waiting too long my stomaches been shot, the gun lays beside this fuckin pile of rot i had fun while it lasted the blood and disaster the gun and the blade my own game of charades freeze frame the impact of the bullet and throat choking, maybe you’ll believe me now when i said i wasn’t joking
and when yer so alone, and silence is all you know there’s no light at the end of the road, so fuck you all and to the god that you pray i’ve wished for hell every fuckin day the misery grew as my body decayed i prayed to satan for this shit to end another funeral for you to attend
the demon’s voice drove me here i couldn’t laugh, i couldn’t tear though ecstatic i was fuckin scared but i was lookin forward to this fuckin day here it is in its final thought its more beautiful than you all’d have thought sicken yer minds and don’t blink an eye cuz yer all just here to watch me die