In this night I need to call you, but all our lines are blown If only you knew how empty I feel Maybe then you're lonely too And it's tearing through you like a puncture wound Maybe no one knows what to do When knowing we're alone In a temporary home Maybe we'll realize It's a blessing in disguise Well don't you know the sound of anger Brings a dark result Every insult is like a lightening bolt So go home now oh you do not have one To some guy that you don't know And make a baby That won't change my problem though I spent the last three years setting myself On fire for you, I spent the last three years Never knowing if what you say is true And it will be this way til one of us dies Is that a blessing in disguise And I tell myself what we're living for And say rejoice evermore Till one of us dies Well I confess that so far happiness Eludes me in my life Better hurry up if it's ever to be mine Better hurry up now if we're ever going to find What we're living for If it's not you anymore I learn to sing Evermore Rejoice evermore