The somber afternoon, turns into somber evening How will I survive, with no one here to save me now?
We all go, through this alone We all know, its coming soon
I'm looking back on all those words I wrote, years ago To find out who I was and the person I intended to be The water seems more cloudy now than its been before This weight is crushing me
I think about it every single day When life stands still its more like agony, we must go Into our daily rituals, to find something real to hold onto
I spend my days here constantly searching What is it that you thought you would find here? This is not my purpose nor my intention What is it that you think you will find there?
I'm thinking back on who I thought I was, years ago I wonder if I let myself down Sometimes in life you must embrace this change This wind will carry me
Can it ever be that way again? Or is all hope lost with our innocence
Well I'm gonna try!
I think about it every single day When life stands still its more like agony, we must go Into our daily rituals, to find something real to hold onto