at two a.m. i'm staring out my window how did this semester go so fast? it's not that i regret the past four months i'm just more focused on the shadows that it cast but i learned something this year that won't leave with december it's a growing change you feel, not something you remember so tell me what it's like to live a life behind those iron bars that have made your heart so tender
at two a.m. i'm staring out my window how did this semester go so fast? it's not that i regret the past four months i'm just more focused on the shadows that it cast our bodies took the shapes of cold ice sculptures motionless, we left no trail behind now that i've figured directions, it's time for me to figure out my mind
but i've thought it through i lost my sense of self when i met you maybe it wasn't there from the start, but i'd like to pretend that in my chest there beats an honest heart
where were you when all i was a friend or something i knew i could trust miles away, i'll crawl into my tent i'll fall asleep, forgetting about us
you were in between of what i need and what i want so i'll go grab my acoustic and just for an afternoon, we'll laugh at the sun we can talk for hours, bring a movie back to my house that we haven't seen feel like i am chained down to this couch, it's about time i came clean
the running rivers in your veins won't wash away or drown your ugly past the tributaries flow out through the skin and they flow fast
it's about you, it's about my insides trembling at the thought of being pleasantly happy i thought i kicked this thing a couple years ago in high school, but it seems that it came back for me this darkness feeds on grief