That voice of fear has vanished Just like you were banished From this world of ours, by your own hand But you could not care less I can only guess
Which wall was to high to climb ? I know it’s hard from time to time I had a lot to carry by myself but I was in self-doubt Did I miss your helpless shout ?
This causes my desperation I hate this state of mind
So my dreams end here I try to stand tall but I crawl Back in a deeper sleep I fall
Is it my guilt, my fault, my duty That we didn’t meet for years That I didn’t call or write you I have no clue Why I haven’t shifted gears Now I (just) taste my tears
I haven’t felt guilty in the past Cause time is a healer, and time runs fast But now I blame myself for being absent Was I not there for you at last Now my chance has passed