I thought you weren't contagious, I thought I owned my inner-self, You offer, now I forget the reason I can't have. As you try hard to please me this need turns to greed down inside, I touch the hand of my sickness and feel my faith divide.
If I said I would, would you care? Would you take me there? And feed my desire with your will to give!
A distant storm and the lightning strikes, the pouring rain feels warm tonight, The thunder echoes and the lesson begins as one more time you take me in. But I look back at you and then come on thinking of all the things I should have said and done, But I can't talk, no I can't talk. I try to hide myself from shame and try to share the blame for what I've done, What have I done?
Now I said I would, do you care as you take me there? I taste my first time and now I can't turn away! I lie to myself like a man trying to understand As you change my life with your will to give!
I see disgrace and it's looking back at me, Blame my desire for lies I live and breathe. Begin again though the hardest part to take Behind my eyes, you still remain!
I thought you'd understand when you took me there. The hardest part to take you still remain, you still remain!