The skies are holding the weight of the world and gravity won't let go. I can't change who I am cuz its too late to be someone else, maybe I should have learnt in 19 years that for every secnd of guilt comes a lifetime of shame. There has been so many things that I could have said or done, of all the world i fall into none. I am the self-consumer of my woes, what on earth deserves out trust? Youth and beaury are but dust. It just doesn't... I was born into the wrong place at the wrong time. you will never understand what is inside of me. When I have everythin to lose, I have everything to hide, I just can't get this look out of my eyes. It just doesn't m,ake sense cuz i never chose to be like this, my back breaksm no lie in it. I am numb, I am cold, I am nothing. All I wanted was to look out of the window and see a night that wasn't cold for me. No-one is starting to understand who obvious everything is. I thought I'd be, I still can't beleive what this world has done to me. Kill them all.