lost thoughts pass me by thoughtless life's a chaos right now shouts and silence just in change where is the way out? I turn myself in circles live my life in circles wanna stop turning around the need of solution is unavoidable wanna destroy the bubble which we live in (can't keep living this) the ups and downs of our existence down to hell up to the roots of the trees I'm almost at the surface can almost breathe I'm happy for few moments push the issues away and then something drags us down again my life lies in ruins I can't keep living this for the rest of my life for one moment I'm leaving the world to get away I'm leaving the world just to get back I'm leaving the world yes I'm leaving today but only in thoughts