I'm so tired so tired of all of this All these years playing the antagonist This is not who I set out to be This excentriс premadonna I dont recognise as me And I'm tired of being left holding the knife Of being the villain in the drama of my life I have long since had my feel Of being this postmodern Cruella de Vill
In my heart I am an innocent Ophelia But I know you all see lady Lady MacBeth And although I always set out to be Glendower It seem the life has cast as wicked witch of the West
And I can't take my mask off It's like I'm sewn into my own disguise But you could throw a bucket of water on me And I would disappear before your eyes I'm already melted inside.
And I know it's hard to see But I've got so much love in me I've just never really known How to let myself go And I know My fault's with me I don't expect your sympathy It's just sometimes I wonder If I missed the lesson When they teach you how to show affection When they teach you what to do When you've got so much love in you