The what-if's are killing me, keeping me awake I lie to myself, but my heart's too smart to be tricked by my brain
I'm not okay (I'm not) But I will be someday (I'm strong) But I'm wounded
I can tell myself I'm moving on, but that's just a poor excuse for comfort it's just camouflage for abandonment And I can't spend my life waiting for the grand moment
You take me back and make me laugh again (That would be a miracle) Which is impossible by definition But I miss you I know you can hear it in my voice, when I talk to you, I can see it in your eyes
I used to love your eyes I used to love our lies Living's what I'll do It's always what I've done The clouds have got to show the sun!
I will (I will) Find the (Find the) I'll find the better days
Deep down (Deep down) I know (I know) They'll always be in reach
They will always be in reach
I've reduced to how I usually feel When I fix to mind That I won't see you
I've reduced to how I usually feel 'Cause I won't see you