I see birds and flowers and strange butterflies inside my head I want touch your skin on face and tousle your hairdess, but I can't Someone wrote my future and I must stay boring and alone Close all doors and windows as a girl who has a heart like stone. . Someone decides for me my life. Somebody close me in a sealed cage. But I won't whine and cry. I will wait until he dies. I'll bury him and we'll live like in fairy tale. . It was the worst of nightmares. He was old and ugly Daddy's friend. Mother said, "Stop roar and smile. He will pay for your wonderland." I don't want to live in gold, 'cause to life in love's more than enough. I'm not selling heart for cash. I wanna stay with whom i love.