Have you ever had a good feeling about something that clearly wrong? But there are no rights or wrongs. Just difference of opinion. Well thats what I was taught. So what was I thinking the night I knew I'd be the fucking one betraying you. I just held back. My conscience is to blame. Violence may not be the only way, but it was the route that I was given. A revenge game, back and forth the ball rolls. Does this have to end? Is this really the end?
All this means is that my actions do not hurt more than my words. Apologies but I want results this time. Stare into what seems to be the early hours of the morning. And know we got a lesson taught tonight.
The biggest lesson I will ever learn. You can't get away with anything. Just think consequence. I just don't think.
Was it time to drop the charges? Cos I'm guilty. I am not the culprit. I am just the reason. So flip the fucking coin. What's it gonna be? Well there's a fifty percent chance that I could leave this with no guilt. Well it's every man for himself.