tooafraid - I Still Haven't Changed | Текст песни

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• I Still Haven't Changed

It's been who knows how long
and I still haven't changed your name in my phone
because we used to be really close
and then one day we weren't
and I can't help but think it was my fault and I need closure
but I can't because that would mean that there's something that needs to be closed
and I don't want something to close

When the colors of the leaves change
I know there's nothing left for them to do but fall and decay
but yours were always the same so why couldn't you stay?
you tell me nothing about you is the same
you changed your hair and your mind has wasted away

you're not special
everyone changes

now I spend my nights under the ambient light of my tv
and I write these songs about people who won't hear them
unless you do hear them
I wouldn't know

all I know is that when I see you walking down the street at 3AM
it makes me regret staying in bed
but I don't have the motivation to do anything
other than watch the food network
and scare myself thinking about the future

and honestly I don't see you in it
but a year ago I didn't see myself in it either