It's been who knows how long and I still haven't changed your name in my phone because we used to be really close and then one day we weren't and I can't help but think it was my fault and I need closure but I can't because that would mean that there's something that needs to be closed and I don't want something to close
When the colors of the leaves change I know there's nothing left for them to do but fall and decay but yours were always the same so why couldn't you stay? you tell me nothing about you is the same you changed your hair and your mind has wasted away
you're not special everyone changes
now I spend my nights under the ambient light of my tv and I write these songs about people who won't hear them unless you do hear them I wouldn't know
all I know is that when I see you walking down the street at 3AM it makes me regret staying in bed but I don't have the motivation to do anything other than watch the food network and scare myself thinking about the future
and honestly I don't see you in it but a year ago I didn't see myself in it either