I had a dream that me and you were walking and then your eyes grew large and darkened and you stabbed me 17 times before melting into the ground and I collapsed allowing the sky to blanket me in it's soft blues and whites
And In my dream I wake up covered in blood with no recollection of how I got there or where I was all I knew was that I was in a place that I no longer wanted to be so I ran
I ran until the ground blended with the trees, blended with the sky I ran until I knew, but didn't care, that if I fell I would've died I ran until everything was nothing and you were the only thing on my mind and then I stopped and I was terrified
Because I had an uneasy feeling that I was stuck in a fixed point and the ground simply moved under my feet that everything around me lived freely but I was stuck paralyzed and I could no longer see through both my eyes but I've never seen so clearly and then I was in your living room and we were sitting and watching TV until your parents were asleep until the grass was green and I couldn't see straight but my life felt so put together whatever we were doing that night had felt so relevant at the time
I let you treat me like shit because being treated like shit was better than being treated like nothing at all and that may not make sense to you but didn't your parents ever tell you that not everything makes sense?
You just gotta be okay with that because everyone is fighting their own battles