My escape to death a trip into the dark At the end of the way I will know No chance to return vanished to uncertainty Vision or reality Perished in blood or immortality Your life - Only a trial - For your death No choice - You have died That is the essence I've finished with my life suicide my last refuge Broken away from my remains Seeking for my peace of mind In a land, only dead creatures know Feel that, which you always missed on earth Put your mind, in this endless space And you can feel, what it's like to be dead you have dived out of your painful life Into this uncertain existence - No certainty That you get your redemption Your life was responsible for that What you will reach (solo - Malte) I can not feel I can not see Darkness in me is so ghastly No direction to the light I get into the claw of hate The pain returns, my soul get's lonely Delivered to this infinite faculty I've no strength, where do I arrive Is this hell - or another life?