i gUess i've spent all my life inspiring, admiring silently wishing i'd wake Up and suddenly i woUld be, finally someone who isn't the monster i am someone who doesn't pretend someone who's finally worthy of the ones who i dare to befriend i can write stories, and i can sing odes i can draw portraits and cosplay alone dying the coloUr of my emerald skin knowing i'm playing a game i won't win please call for me calliope please wake me Up when I go. i know that soon i'll be challenged inevitably, regretably i will be dead, it's certain that no one can bring me back, that's a fact althoUgh if i give oUt my name throw oUt the rUles and try i know things won't be the same bUt this way i'd still be alive rogUe of void, please hold onto my lifeline i have space, bUt my brother has time