It's really so degrading When you realise the raving's Not for you or anything You do or say or try to be You want to burst out crying When you see how they've been lying What's the use Nobody's gunna see Cos I'm a fraud and I'm a sham You tell yourself That's what I am And wallow in the guilt and shame Absorbing all the soothing blame The loving finger points at you As you whip your back with thorns It's such a crazy squeeze It's got me on my knees Begging pleaseThe quilt you feel you're feeling As the skin is slowly peeling From your back With tender loving care, oh yeah Is why I stand here grinning You atoning for your sinning's Such a joke I wonder how you dare Cos I'm a fraud and I'm a sham But I accept that's what I am And welcome it with open arms Embracing all its subtle charms Cos it's a part of me And me is all I've got