I am changing A darkness falls upon my eyes And I'm questioning the reasons I'm alive Taking, needing, Everything that's inside me Just to face another day Why now is this surfacing? [Chorus:] Before I close my eyes, I pray that strength I'll find To fight the demons inside me¥ Before I awake To find a reason to love me¥ Before I awake I awaken Force myself to attempt life What came easily is hard but still I try Taking, needing, Everything that's inside me Just to face another day Why now is this surfacing? [Chorus] [Bridge:] All I can feel is That I'm worthless & alone Why now [x3] is this surfacing?