Wicked mental distortion deciphered... life Leaving scars bare open, repulsed in my own world Frostsplinters, jabbing and piercing my inside; bleeding to death Withered and drowned, I decayed maculated in misery Too harsh and unbearable, crushing my feeble hopes
I sanked at heart of an ocean of chagrin... My heart and sanity torn and raped by nightshadows Vomiting my soul, as evil and malady overwhelms Fading silently, cherished by hymnodies of pure discord
Sorrowinds of corrosive truthfulness parted my entity Forever entrapped in a world of tormented toughs and plagued perceptions Life crumbles in dust before my sight, so futile The world within chaotic non sense, all too painful
I'm a link between all pains , a scapegoat to pure terror Inverted emotions redirected toward my grotesque existence I'm dying, mourning the remnants of essence remaining Drained and left rotting, merging with filth of creation Carved in cruellest disdain, an everflowing burning pain...
Yearning the scythe of engrieved melancholia to reap and fulfill my extinction Grasped and enfrosted by emotions too powerful, darker than darkness Struggling unheard beneath opposed reality, exiled from my sorrowfields Bewildered and confused within confusion, extolled in neverwhere I cannot contain no longer, the numbness of my will Regurgitated in an unbearable purgatory of never ending sadness