You look straight thru me, I see no reflection You cut deep inside of me, I stitch my own infection Grey is the sunshine that burns my skin Grey is your rush I think your empty within Fingernails cracked dried blood flows slow In this world its time to walk away Hey old friend its been a long time I've been better, but thank you Tomorrows yesterdays fades fast Faster, then gives way, I've been better, but thank you Look in thru windows, trying to see you Haven't slept in two days, I wanna be you Looking at pictures, I see you smiling You look so happy and I feel like dying I read your diary your secrets now dead I cut your name deep the ink is so red A black Sunday loss as I clutch a cross Until I die, our love is never lost I'm not like you