Been thinking of you When I lie Behind closed doors We’re safe for so long Til I can’t sleep by your side Anymore I’d rather waste all of my days Than wait for you to Come and say that you Miss me too It’s just some days The rain can pour harder on me And other days are just a waste To breathe I need help I can’t handle it So I’ll sit And I’ll try To think of another direction To get your attention Wallow in self pity Can’t think of charming words It’s all out of my hands Please Know I’m waiting for you Cause you could still need me I’ve had some harder days Girl I can settle down And it’s just plain to see But what else can I do I’m just a waste of life And a waste of your time Feel the pain Cause I can’t stop from dreaming I gave you a heart to hold And all I got was a fake crush I gave you my heart to hold And all I got was a crush.