I lost track of good sense cause I never Learned when to stop And somewhere along the way I dragged you Into this mess I chose to fight but I lost I ruined all and you paid the cost But I hope that you would Turn and stay with me I know you hate me now But now I need you to Turn and stay with me Through these tormenting days That only you can alleviate I did everything I feared I would do When the pressure cracked me Some say it’s hate, some say it’s fate That put those words in my mouth as I raged But I hope that you would And I’m so sorry You have to watch me crawl But for once in my life I know I’m too weak to survive I’m closer now Surrender is near Pull me to you, pull me up