I'll be the first to go By my own hands, I never knew, I wanted to be a man I'll be the first to leave You never got How *****ed up it got I'll kiss you. Oh no this trip wasn't for you Oh no this trip wasn't for you Oh no this trip wasn't for you I'm going to the moon You were the first to leave Last night we were alright I keep falling for you, Like you don't want me to We were the last to go By our own hands We never knew how we wanted to Live again Oh no this trip wasn't for you I'm going to the moon