This isn’t what I thought I’d be doing at this point in my life Hell, I thought I’d have a wife But I’ve been wrong before. I’m probably wrong more than I am right that's how I live my life but still I’d do it all again to spend more time with the memories that I’ve lost no matter what the cost
Cause I miss my friends and family I missing everything that used to be and though they live in memory I just can’t shake the feeling that as another year goes by I’ll forget more names and forget more times
It’s like I’m losing all my friends by forgetting different parts of them like they were always just pretend It’s not like I’m old, but I fear more will go the older that I get until there’s nothing left
of the house we left on Meadow Knoll the image of my high school halls the drunken nights with all my friends the songs I used to sing with them the taste of vodka on your lips the way you moved your skinny hips the person that you used to be before you left and changed completely