Leave me all alone There aint nobody callin on my telephone Because I ripped that bitch right up outta the wall I apologize to any yall that tried to call I haven't been myself lately I've been slowly loosing my mind And tellin them its gravy I'm looking hella shady And I haven't showered in weeks I haven't washed my balls I haven't brushed my teeth All I see is demons everywhere that I look Was it the Ojai? The black magic? Warlock book? I can't remember Well how can my memories leave me? I can't believe the spirits would try to receive me But they did Just like a little kid I was so eager to learn So willing to give But all they did was hate me and break me Use my body for a host and my mirror for the gateway
Something is wrong with me I can't be who I need to be Something is wrong with me Will it last for eternity? Something is wrong with me I can't be who I need to be Will it last for eternity?
Please don't walk away I want you to hear what I gotta say I never had anyone never care for me I never had anyone never there for me If you would listen to me instead of callin me names I would explain why I'm shaking and I'm going insane My mind is on vacation Lack of conversation I'm like a radio with static on every station Still I wanna know will I be normal again You say its bullshit and tell me that it's all pretend But if it's false then why don't these demons just disappear And if it's untrue then why am I seein them crystal clear? Because I do The mirrors turning blue And soul after soul keeps walking right through They're livin in my house And living inside my head Some sleep inside the closet Others sleep under the bed
Something is wrong with me I can't be who I need to be Something is wrong with me Will it last for eternity? Something is wrong with me I can't be who I need to be Something is wrong with me Will it last for eternity?
All I wanted to be was a member of a family with unity But the people that's alive Will stab you straight in the back And throw a stick in the spokes And flip you off of the tracks If it wasn't for monoxide and violent j, That nigger jack, Shaggy 2 dope, And blaze ya dead homie I probably would have given up and callin it quits I probably wouldn't be here I probably wouldn't be shit I find myself looking back in the glass and reminisce on the times of the present and past I'm feelin strange I wonder if they can save me I'm feeling cold I'm standing in front of the gateway Well here I am I'm such a crazy man I'm trying to control my life the best that I can But the demons are around me trying to stray me away I thank god that I'm standing right here today
Something is wrong with me I can't be who I need to be Something is wrong with me Will it last for eternity? Something is wrong with me I can't be who I need to be Something is wrong with me Will it last for eternity?
(Is it really my fault?) (There's something wrong inside my head I can't be alone) (Is it really my fault?) (There's something wrong inside my head I can't be alone) (Will it last for eternity?)
Something is wrong with me I can't be who I need to be Something is wrong with me Will it last for eternity?