lately i been harboring my feelings trying hide drown myself in alcohol to kill the things inside maybe i should i should deal with all this pain easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain thc and ethanol are running thru my veins talking to myself ask myself if I’m insane why can’t i let it go I’m addicted to the pain nothing but a low life i can never change
so baby girl just listen up i think I’ve have enough of prescription love think its time to let you go maybe I’m just broken down i can’t take no more
girl i told u to leave me alone its a warning only gonna hurt you know i got them cold bones you don’t want to know what i know that your leaving cause then if you did you would leave love alone
takin all these drugs to numb my pain since I lost your love I aint never been the same endorphins are rushing thru my brain if only for a second still i know i feel it change its easy nowadays to be ashamed but i wouldn’t be the man i am if i don’t take the blame see i gave up my selfishness & pride i gave up my everything when u walked out my life
my sanity been slipping i been loosing time got a make a million before i loose my fucking mind should i keep her around or should i let her go does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?
14 when i cried 16 when i lost my sight 18 when i lost my brain 19 im in love with pain 20 and i’m still the same