So many days i've can't stop myself from fighting this monster that eats me alive. So many time i've fought and i've tried to live for a moment without fearing my mind. I hate this, yet live this, and it's bringing me down I feel like I'm standing on uneven ground The balance to life has been skewered so violent. I'm so sick of this death-instinct silence
So despondent and so somber so frail So scared to begin for the fear i will fail I'm alone in this pattern and i can't call for grace I'm left in this mess that is such a disgrace I fear for my mind more than i fear for life The one thing worth saving is the love i deny and i feel so hollow, but i yearn to relent the control for some peace and freedom from this torment
There's no one to save me and i can't save myself I'd give my whole being for some kind of help, but no one can stop this goddamn monster so great all hope is now lost and it's too late i numb to forget, to quiet the nose so deafened by silence, i can't live with myself i numb to forgive, for myself can't forget that i could've been someone without any regret
You lying man who tells a tale of flawless love and peace of mind of parting seas and curing blind our lies my faith, there's no remorse you spin your tale with brutal force your lies, my faith, my breathing grace i ran from life, i erased my faith I am so blind and seeing eyes are not so kind