I'm trying, denying why won't you ever talk to me I know it, can't show it I guess it's kind of hard to see I'm learning, confirming the lies a thousand times before I know it, can't blow it not long before you shut the door I'm trying, denying I guess it's never supposed to be it's coming down now it's coming down because of me when I look into your eyes you know you've got me hypnotized all I want is to hold on I know all these problems just begin it seems as if they'll never end all I want is to hold on to you want to lay back and close my eyes dream of things I could not find just lay back and close my eyes I'm trying, denying I guess it's never supposed to be (just lay back and close my eyes) it's coming down now (just lay back and close my eyes) it's coming down because of me