Artist: Urbanisteria Album: Stone Jungle Song: Addicted
It’s already thousand time When I tell to myself Not to do what I have not to do
It’s just one more little time It won’t hurt myself too much Just one more little time it’s not a crime
And more I tell it, more I get stuck Caught by the thoughts how to find luck
I'm getting deeper, I’m addicted to wish Another one with no self-respect and courage
It’s killing me I cannot do anything Absorbed by the pity needs Diary week with empty sheets
It’s not me And It’s not who I wanna be I forget about my belief It’s not who I wanna be
I Hate Myself! For what I’ve become! No More Now! Because I had enough!
I won’t stop And my mind like a truck with no brakes Deceive me Say I’m normal straight to my face
Will I change? Or I will be the same? I completely in shit And there’s no one to blame
I Hate Myself! For what I’ve become! No More Now! Because I had enough!
You can lie to anyone You can lie to me But don’t lie to yourself The only one you believe
Somehow I’ll find my own way to fight lies I’m running from my faith and I don’t know why It’s time to look back and see what I have done To never say “I hate myself for what I become”
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