Locked in my room Four black walls Tie the noose No recall No resolve Fuck withdrawal Rather shoot up till I fall Murder on call with the 59 Twenty years and it seem like a lifetime I been hanging everyday from a lifeline While these fuckers had a dinner every night time Smo-smokin that dope off the foil let me ball Hoe please don't call Don't fuck with ya'll Spray paint the walls With blood and whatever Drag you outside let you rot in the weather I don't think I can explain any better I'm $carecrow the terror I live for the lesser My birth was an error
[Verse 2: Ruby da Cherry] I am the lord of loneliness I'll hold my breath Just spoke with death He said he hopes for the best Told him i'm roping my neck Then I woke up choking from the hole in my chest [somehow i manage to function and hope] Every day got a lump in my throat Thats them pills swallowed whole Smoke a blunt and then fuck all these hoes End up humping they throat Get the fuck away from me I hate all of you faithfully This world was never made for me Thankfully I'm trained to see Passed all the lies, the ranks, the scenes I'll shank my knees then walk the plank and freeze