its night and the time is 3am ah, i get so scared you wont show up my dreams are locked in the cell of my loneliness noone understands me anymore the day arrives and finds me in a dark room i look around desperately to see if i can see you but you are absent and break my life into pieces why does it have to be me that loves you chorus: i want to leave to live all i didnt live with you and to break away from your mistakes and your excuses to take back all that i gave you my soul my self i dont want you anymore i want to leave to live all i didnt live with you and to break away from your mistakes and your excuses to take back all that i gave you my soul my self i dont want you anymore i am far away, far away pictures are torturing my mind pictures from the past my lips searching for yours but you are absent what if i drint to forget you a littel to get over you, so what?