Deprivations of the flesh A quarantine in abject absence Euphoria denied: dripping, unsated phantom limb Suffocated stifled mass can feel the temperature rise By knowledge unrealized: a tumorous, parasitic grief Animus erectus Tension stretching - stretching skin Disparity of brain and loin The affliction: a disease of solitude Limerent objects intrude a stunted psyche An insane punishment Amygdalic uprising Spewing into fathomless deserted depths
Pent up pain A burning traps secretions inside Involuntary celibacy Deprivation by way of obsession Stiffening with no release Endless torment with no release
Eruptions silent, miserable, invisible Mere echoes of delight A distant mockery of joy Unconsummated acts Consume body and mind A prison of what could but will never be Hopeless Ugly Destructive Self