Ya I remember being 13 Knife to my wrist And a list of broken dreams Look at me now man Now I fuckin gleam But I still can’t forget about all those fuckin things
Ya I remember being 15 Snortin all em pills Didn’t know a damn thing Gettin kicked outta schools Hittin licks thinkin it was cool I’m a lame for the goon that I grew into
Ya I remember being 17 Syringes on the table Round a grimy ass scene Rigs in my veins til I fuckin od'd I was tryna die I was just tryna bleed
Go ahead and judge me Go ahead don’t love me
I don’t feel regret Nah, I just feel pain Suffocating memories flooding out my brain
And I aint ashamed I aint ashamed Don’t ask me my name I’m fuckin insane But I aint ashamed No I aint ashamed I aint ashamed Cause this shit made me who I am