horrified by what i see in the light this can't be real, how'd i get like this? head down, blood pooling up old skin not beautiful enough
seeing visions and cutting myself hopeless life with no way out give me something for the pain i don't care what, just take me away botox, liposuction silicone, never enough escape far from this place i'm disgusted by my own face
syringe, watch it fill up forceps pull me apart body naked, lying on the table marked up and ready for the needle white cloth, gown of loose flesh remove the cancer or condemn me to death won't truly heal, it's just a lie but it's one that i can get behind
needles make me beautiful needles make me what i want
hate my face and i hate my skin scalpel out lets begin again if you can't save me don't let me rot just pull the plug and let me out of this world...