Even now After all these years I think about you With both joy and pain
Even now I remember when you left I walked all night Through the rain Broken and lost Swearing I’d never love that way again
Even then you were aiming much higher Somewhere higher than you thought I could fly Even then you were looking for rainbows Something more than a cloudless blue sky
Now you tell me you were wrong You never should have left me for an empty dream Now you spill out your regrets A mighty river to a bitter stream Lying awake Thinking about all that might have been I guess we’re even now
Even now more often than I’d like I think about you And the place we used to share
Even now I remember all the songs And the perfume in your hair I was carried away Until you cut me down in midair
Even then There was something inside you Something bright That was burning so cold Even then There was something about you Something dark that I couldn’t hold
And now you tell me that your life Has never been the free flight You thought it would be Now you know it’s way too late All we’ve got is history You know that when I lost you You lost me I guess we’re even now
Even then You were looking for rainbows Even then in a perfect blue sky
I guess we’re even now
All that summer In the moonlight You were dreaming I was believing