If there ever was a test then I'd be better than the rest 'cause I know better than the most that love will haunt you like a ghost it's the everlasting feeling of not being who you want to of not saying what you mean to though you really, really want to
And as the ashes of the trees that you have burned down on your way comes together in a pile they form a mountain in my way and I know that I must force it to get out of here alive I try to think of something alse I try to keep the spirit high
But it's not love that makes you wiser makes you better ot refine you it's not love that keeps you fit pulls you up and realigns you it's the battle with yourself and it's the things that you must go through to get it right and get it over with and get back in the world
But it's not that I still want you you're not standing in my way and it's not that I feel lost and feel there's something left to say it just really left me that one question in my head: do you ever wish that you could just forget that we have met?
You've got nothing to be scared of you have no reason to cry I am not going to leave you you are not going to die but it's a war that I am fighting andI'm not going to give in I have to tell the enemy that she is never going to win
Everything was okay things were just as they should be everything had reasons that I was way to blind too see everything was okay everyone was in their place and everything was planned and played out in the proper pace
Now it's your turn for the questions ask me anything you like ask me if I'm okay and if I will be alright ask me how it feels to be beaten and be tied to finally let go and come out on the other side