(Eyes closed) as I try to sleep Memories beckon these omens deep inside of me (I've shown) the world my darkest half Anger inside me purges I watch it burn and laugh.
Oh, I love this pain, numbing pain I can't feel nerves and endings, I do deserve to die She never leaves my side, always just steps behind Breathing down my neck, I can feel the chills run down my spine, fuck! (I've shown) that I am the product of hate, I am the fucking slime This feelings bitter sweet the oh familiar street, I am resistance, and I am reason why.
Pounding head, blurry vision, I cannot make decisions All this disorientation, it's killing me. Scratch this I'm finished my life is filled with sin, It's a fucking disaster, I disregard and pass her It's endless, I'm too deep, I'm following too closely this black sheep Will conquer. x3
I try to run and hide, it's always steps behind The urge to finish this profitless life of mine It's breathing down my neck, this reminiscent dialect Influential tendencies to put my own life in check.
Oh, I just don't give a shit anymore Giving up has been the best decision of my life enduring endless pain, never ending pain These pins and needles keeping pushing in one by one. x2 One by one.