I am the bitter son of a world that never wanted me, And now it's clear to see, I am spit out and useless, beaten too many times, now I speak to you toothless, Life's a poison vile that's filled to the brim, so I'll do like they say and take it all in, Every new face tells a worn out story, Every new place gets my stomach churning, Every day the weight on my spine gets bigger, Every time I tell myself it's okay it withers, I came from dirt, I'll fucking end in dirt, cause there's nothing more to life than being hurt. I came from dirt, I'll fucking end in dirt, cause there's nothing more to life than being hurt. I don't know how to live as a man who's lost it all, Or how to pick up these pieces when every time I fall, So I'll gather these chains, and tie them to my feet, and step into the ocean and forget to breathe I'm lost, defeated, and senseless (senseless), drove away everyone I've loved so I could end this, I've sent out my flares, they've all gone unnoticed, every cry for help was a goddamn death wish For too long I've pushed death aside, and it's never even crossed my mind, but maybe it's time I give suicide a try.