I'm so sorry, sorry to lose you as my friend. But here we are now, one step closer to the end. This separation, another failure in my life. I didn`t thing that it would hurt so much this time.
Who am I to criticize the choices that you make. These are my darkest days, and I`m about to break. Bring on the suffering, I`m waiting for the pain. The life I used to love, will never be the same.
Your world is turning, but mine is standing still. I stand here watching, from the outside looking in. It`s up to me now, To try to gain control. I`ve wasted to much time in this black hole.