Original / Romaji Lyrics English Translation umareta machi ga kirai datta taikutsu na hibi ga kirai datta kowarete tomatta tokei no hari ni kizukanai hito ga kirai datta
I've always hated the town I was born in The boring days with nothing to do And I hated people who Didn't notice their stopped, broken watches
uwabe no kotoba ga kirai datta gomakashi no uso ga kirai datta sono oku de minikuku toguro maita honne wa motto kirai datta
I also hated superficial words That made the lies people told to hide things When I say that, what I really mean Is that I just hate myself
sonna fuu ni shite subete norotta jibun ga nani yori kirai de sa
So I cursed everything Because I hate myself more than anything
mayowanai sube o sagashite mayoikonda michi no fukurokouji no saki naiteta hiza wo kakaeta yowamushi na boku ni otozureta kiseki sashidasareta sono te no mukou ni ita no wa kimi nanda
I try to find a way Past this dead-end path I find myself lost in There I was, broken down With my knees to my chest When a miracle reached out its hand to save me It was you
nikumareru nara aisanai hou ga damasareru nara shinjinai hou ga warawareru nara tsutaenai hou ga miushinau nara sagasanai hou ga
If I'm going to be hated, why should I love anyone? If I'm going to be tricked, why should I believe anything? If I'm going to be laughed at, why should I talk about things? If I'm just going to end up losing it, why search for it?
jibun wo damasu RUURU de shibatta HANDORU ja doko mo mezasenainda itsuka tanisoko ni ochiteku shinro soremade kizuki mo shinai manma
I bound myself with these rules And refused to aim to achieve anything higher Before I realized it My life dreams had fallen into the gutter
sonna fuu ni shite subete itsuwatte jibun ni kusari o kaketa no sa
In that way, I set out to sabotage myself By living my life as a lie
wasuretai sou negau hodo wasurerarenai mono ga yama hodo arunda yo obiete ashi ga sukunde nani mo dekinai boku o sukuidasu kiseki tayasuku kono kusari o hodoita no wa kimi nanda
As much as I want to forget There's just too much that happened So instead I'm fighting back With my heels to the ground Because now I have you The miracle that will save me from myself
kimi nanda dare ni mo sagasarenakatta maigo no boku o mitsukete tsuredashite namae o yonde kureta koto soredake ga subete
I have you Who found me when no one else thought to You called my name Just by doing that You changed my world
mayowanai hi wa nai kedo kirai datta mono wa naku naranai kedo obiete nando mo naite soredemo boku wa mata aruite yukeru kara sashidasareta sono te o tsuyoku nigitte irereba tsunaide irereba zutto
There will never be a day I'm not lost And I'll probably never stop hating the things I do I'll scream and cry with frustration But I can still move forward So long as your hand is holding mine Connecting you to me