I Want It I Need It I Want To Hide Behind It I Curse It I Hate It I Hate To Be So Blinded I Remember I Became A Slave A Slave For My Needs You’ll Never Decide You Don’t Tell Me It’s So Surreal I Form It I Grow It I Force My Mind To Forbid I Lose It I Find It I Beg For God To Hide It I Will Find My Way Through All The Night Eternal Dark You’ll Never Decide You Don’t Tell Me It’s So Surreal It’s Nowhere To Find Find Mind In Me As I’m Staring At My Hollow Wall Of Sorrow