blood turnt blue and im a little turnt too i skipped school to play tomba! 2 i dont like the stares and i wish i didnt care but a babys gotta do what a babys gotta do
and this is exactly what i didnt wanna do this is the behavior i was trying to abstain from this is the behavior i was trying to refrain from partaking of but here i am again im so depraved
im so ashamed of myself for real, bruh im open bout it cos im coping by joking and im hoping to stroke a couple of egos if i make em blow their loads they might just let me go home n hide in my room
you take a step outside and once youve seen the light all of my toxic tendencies begin to crystallize the way i plan each line the way i'm so contrived one at a time til i feel fine cos i collect eyesight
premeditated tears until im in the clear a temper tantrum here and there to quell the fear i havent changed a bit since i was in the crib now listen to me vomit on my sesame street bib
blood turnt blue and i pretend to get high i skipped school to play ffxiii looking in their eyes makes me think of suicide but a baby's gotta do- wait i think im gonna cry
and this is exactly why i think i wanna die i mean, i dont really, but the well is almost dry im running out of patience and im running out of time so im smashing my controllers while im scratching out my eyes
take a deep breath i mean i guess it's worth a try bite a hole through my tongue and another stress sigh it's a bit of an understatement to say that i am shy don't you think when a book report is ruining my life
ritalin couldve spared the lives of those two n64 controllers ritalin couldve saved us all a lot of heartache, headaches, self-hate