i'll punish myself for neglecting to pray at your temple today and question the world for neglecting to show me your face
the way it often does no matter how far i stray the way i still feel your touch even fucking the shame away
you are my everything that i cant see and say you are my everything in between classes and pay you are my everything in the window during the day because youre nothing at all except old texts and pain
youre nothing at all except broken bones in the rain youre nothing at all except keystrokes and fake choking when deep throating that started off real but you told me to keep going cos you like the sound of the kill
i'll punish myself for imagining someone else but only because it reminds of how it was
i liked how close that you watched because when you were above i got to watch you just the same way sunk in your claws
i miss the way that you used to draw blood i miss the way that you took your watch off i miss the way that you sound when you cum i miss getting to keep you away from
anyone else but no one in particular usually just anyone not me i just needed you in my posession the way i was in yours like everything else you wore
incredulous and abhorrant insidious but allurring re-occurring broken and boring
downloading torrents of things to do i could listen to all your favorite music and watch your favorite movies
but i don't want them to mean anything at all to me i couldnt be the only thing youd need
the only reason i bleed the worst poison to me the worst reason to bleed youre just poison to me
you are my everything that i cant see and say you are my everything in between classes and pay you are my everything in the window during the day because youre nothing at all except old texts and pain
youre nothing at all except broken bones in the rain youre nothing at all except keystrokes and fake choking when deep throating that started off real but you told me to keep going cos you like the sound of the kill